【Nana的日记】18年6月16日 (第6/6页)

mtryingtodo.AfterI’mawake,Istarttorecallmypastandmyfuture.

    Past,allmist.

    Future,sometimesIsiderpningtostudyabroadaftergraduation,andtiodothesameforeveryoneasahappysugarbaby,thensugardy,thensugarmilfinanewenvirowhichthereisnopersonthatknowme.

    YesterdayIwasnotocoofy,butmybodyisverybusy,nomorehandshitthekeyboardThetimeformakinglovedoesnotallowmetoleaveforwriting.

    IwentoutierdayeveningandthenIcamebaoontoday.

    WhenIamonmywayofgback,smokierwheredidn&039;tbotherpeople.Ifoundthereisamanpassingbymeandlookingatme.Whyyouhavethecelookingatme,butoae.

    Afewdaysago,Ifoundthatmyathadbeenaddedabankerwardsmyliwokeup.HecalledmefoutandsayingthatIwouldbemoldyifIstillstayandhidemyselfinmysmallroom.

    IcameoutandstillsawhimohestreetandIgotintohiscar.Theairditionermakemefeelingabitcold.

    "How&039;sgoing?"

    "Justsoso."

    "Whyhaveyouhideyourselfintheroom?"

    "I&039;mwriting."

    "Whatweirdpapers?ohandinwheartordidnotfinishtheworkofstschoolyear?"

    "No,I&039;mwritingnovel."

    "Writenovel?Lovestory?"

    "iovels."

    "Wow,erotiovels,yettingmoreandmoredifferent.yougivemetoread?"

    "Youwillreadittoday."

    "Willyouwritemein?"

    "Notnecessarily."

    Hesmiledatmeanddrovemefordinner.

    Heis30yearsolderthahepasserbymightthinkthatheismyunydaddy.Actually,heisoneofmySugardaddy.

    Hehadknownmeforalongtime.whenIwasaHighschoolstudenthehadfouhattime,theairportrapidtransithadructed.Goingtotakethepneisabitdifficult.

    Maybeyouwilskmewhyyouarewithsuolderman?PersonallyIlikeamatureman,

    It&039;sjustthathe&039;sabittoomature,butIfeelgoodandhegivesmethesenseofdependabilityandsecuritywhatIwant.

    Idon’twanttosaytoomuchabouthowIknowhimbecausetherearemanyplexaspevolvedandit’sotell.Inshort,hefouillnow,heuandmewelndknoenedonme

    everythingintheseyears.